Wednesday, January 14, 2009

On Sunshine

it's about time. these feelings are starting to go away. this is the first time i've been optimistic since the dawn of this year. my only regret is that i don't have a testimony to go with it. a testimony saying all about how i leaned on His strength, and He got me through. or even how i made it through on will power alone.
but i am weak, and i did neither of those.
the only reason Yahweh didn't answer any of my prayers is because i haven't prayed any. the only reason i haven't prayed is because i know he turns a deaf ear to the prayers of the wicked.
yes, i am wicked. all sin makes us all wicked, evil people.
there is one prayer He always hears though.

i truly believe Yahweh works in peoples lives, wicked as they may be, to give them as many second chances as possible.
i think it's time i should change.

'Don't give up, it's not the end,
There's hope for every fallen man,
To pick themselves up when they think they can,
Because with every passing second comes a second chance.'

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